bored.super bored. so i shall blog. it will be a boring post.naggy maybe. but waddever. since 2006 is ending soon.i thought i shld thanks some peox tad.. erm..is there all the while for me. yupps. thank you: (not in order of importance) 1. my family. both the real one and the 'fake?' all my meiix.jiiex.korrs.daddy..blah thanks for everything. i noe i'm not a gd meiix/jiiex. but..ya.forgive me if i'm wrong. i love you guys.(: 2.all my friends.be it in sch or tuition frens love u guys too.(: 3.himm. erm.dunno wad to sae. guess i still have to sae sorry. and thanks for teaching me music. realli.u made a diff in my life. i still love like u. and i wun forget all tad secrets and dreams. u must jiayou too. 4.ermm..everyone bahx. thanks for everything. and my piano n cello.hahas.i totally absolutely love my piano n cello. smiles people.tml is 1st jan. loves.

boy 当我想把一切忘记 你有出现了 stop using all ur jap word. i dun understand a single stuff can?? grrr. but it still feels as though nth changes.

denise is back.hahas we talked for like 1 whole hour ystdae. yupps.korea sounds like a nice place. i'm jealous tad i din get a chance to go. rahhs. met karen in the morning passed her my uniform.then i went back to again. almost completed my hmwks. i;m left with bits n pieces of here n ther. yupps. mavis-ed juz now wif viv meiis. there is no phy class tml.yea(: my mood is so much better now. i'm happy n not thinking too much bout himm. waddever. gonna enjoy the last few daes of holidaes. then i shall be ready to start 2007. cos i'm already rotting at home. i shall make a new year resolution. and the top of the list is to watch DEATHNOTE2 (: off to do some phy. lalas.

我会试着不再想他 虽然 应该是做不到的 可是 现在回答 也好像太迟了 meeting tml.. have been trying to clear my hmwks.. cl almost done.. so i'm left with erm.. chem n maths.. waddver.. rotted at home e whole dae.. wasnt in e mood to do anything.. watched project superstar.. the guys' singing are quite ok. but their dances are not nice.. bahhs.. denise will be back tml.. yupps.wanna watch death note 2. and school's gonna start soon. i will miss slping until 9 everydae.. rahhs. i still miss himm.

we havent been talking. but his msn name is getting weirder. 他说的‘你’ 到底是谁 我越来越怀疑 这些距离 是为了什么 maybe i shouldnt think anymore but i realli cant think of a reason realli why is this happening? i realli miss himm. ): 就算知道不可以 就算只是你眼里的傻瓜 我想我都愿意 可是我越怕 会失去你

rahhs. i miss himm tons n loads n waddever. haiis. and his huggs..arghhs. yes.its MISSES. i'm not happy tis xmas 可惜 还是无法忘了你 i need some surprises. i need someone to cheer me up. i need some presents. i need himm to tell me everythings alrite. i need SANTA! (advanced)MERRY XMAS PEOx (: XOXO

meiis is going korea todae. chatted a while jus now. i'm going to miss her. hope tad she has fun there. MISSES. got back old no de sim le. yupps.my no din change peo. had meeting juz now. quite ok.i'm food ic. hope tad e nite walk will be fun.hahas. some huy came and changed my com's monitor. its so small now.like 15 inch nia. the old 1 used to 19 inch): rahhs.its so small lah can. then e sound dunno come out from where. how am i going to watch my show?? urghh. 我要疯了 !! hoping tad he will be online later. as in online n not busy n will tok to me.): dad went back todae. why is today full of MISSES for me. rahhs. i dun like tis. 寂寞是不需要原谅的原谅 give me those daes back. suddenly.i wish tad i'm back being a sec1/2 furl cos those daes were the best. at least. i thought those daes. i'm still too mature to think about stuffs. but now. i'm thinking too much le.. ): i saw loads of peo wif e same name as me. i thought there wun be loads. RAHHS

boy. 两天 是煎熬 没有他的抱抱 睡得 特别不安心 想念 原来 是有重量的 而我 不喜欢这种感觉 我思念的人 是否也一样思念着？ rahhs.misses. 想要说sarangheyo

昨天 我又梦见你 你问我 他是谁 我 又失眠了 那些问题 还有我假装的无所谓 你的不开心 我的心碎 我们... 看来 今天 应该也睡不着了 错过了你 总是让我难过

boy. 对不起 到最后 我没有把内心的话说给你听 因为我害怕 会在伤害你 不过你的相信 我的答案 就是你想要听得 真的

met sher.but she's late. its ok though. anyw.THANKS A LOT. at least i still noe wads going n in clss. trying to do some work now. but kinda not in the mood. feeling super RAHHS now): no more late nites todae. i shall be gd n do my work.. how i wish i can play tad brahms song. n chopin.arghh. boy. i dun like tad. some things dun nd a reason. 请别装作若无其事 请你停止 给你幸福快乐都是我的事

haiis.kinda exhausted. getting slp first.then later sher teaching me amaths. kor going psl camp.like crap wif him until 2 ystrdae.bahh. he is not online.rahhs. nobody to bish me):

cant slp.. see kor's jap pic..lols got snow de lor..like i'm so jealous can tml tuition.. think i lag like siao le lor.. boy. i like the way u sae its "we" 有人说 时间会让人淡化回忆 只要过了一点时间 我们会开始 慢慢忘记 那些过去 可是 如果哪个人 曾存在 你心一个很重要的位置 那么 就算过了很久 只要一眼 就能确定就是他 我想问 既然你能一眼认出我的背影 我是否 曾经 是一个在你心里很重要的人？ 就算是曾经 我也会很满足 if can.of course i wan(: 'at least u smiled' 只要是因为你 我就会微笑 nd to catch some slp. still toking to himm. n kor. yupps.i'm not so sad. cos there's himm(:

back. lost my hp there.. is like so sad lor.. cos tad hp kinda means a lot to me. hmm.like lots of memories in it..so yeah.kinda sad.. but dad let me use his hp.i think.. so must give me ur hp no again.. cos i onli memorize some.. now become like so tan): haiis. boy. tad saong.how i wish it can be our song.. misses. 我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你

haiis.bloggin at internet cafe in bali.. cos here quuite bored.. keep daydreaming.. yupps.is this sian.. then finally can use com..like so happy.. juz went to beach.. somewhere he wants to go.. and the sand is so hot..rahhs. hmm.so fast use 23 mins le.. msn-ed himm..hahas so i can weiis himm for todae onli.. lols.n he keep bish-ing me.. which obviously i dunno wad lang is tad.. yupps.gtg le..or not sure v ex.. and that stupid guy..arghh. lols. boy. i miss everything.. even the simplest thing like msn-ing u..

came back for 1 dae.then going off again. yupps.so now blogging in the airport. went kbox wif denise ystrdae. karen cant make it. ): then at kbox sing lots of feilunhai songs. like aidao n chaoxihuanni. (:(: after tad went to e student mart thing to collect denise sch u. but not open.haiis. a wasted trip.but also nvm lah. cos i dun wan so earli go back. then eat le.use a while com jiu slp. tad stupid kor.so late then sms me.lols boy. i like it the way u pei me. even if it means nt slping. but i shall be a god url. i shallnt wake u up. let u slp more. hahas.(: maybe one dae. i will pei himm go to tad place. byes all.will miss ya(: more pics when i come back again

10 things i will miss: -family(as in meiis.kors.jies.daddy..blah) n friends -my piano n cello -speaking el(think everyone there speaks cl) -rotting at home -using com the whole day -msn-ing n sms-ing -my bed.pillow.blah. -taking hours to shower -waking up at 10 in the morning -weirdly, doing homework,revising, mugging at nite basically everything. except for one. my neighbours realli LOUD music.bleah registered for mavis nxt year. will be missing loads. dunno can catch up or not.. haiis. 千年之恋 something new tad i like guess i'm starting to like a little rock. haiis.realli becoming so not myself boy. remember back then u'll wait until i came back even if its late at nite. and those sms-es even when u noe i'm not here. i realli miss those. i guess. its a goodbye then.

got back my specs. ya.basically did nth. mugging at nite kor going jap todae. n i was sleeping when he sms-ed me. n it will be my turn 2 daes later. did e packing n stuff. feeling sad.dunno y.. haiis. i wan tad book badly. hope got time for me to find it.. boy. i dun like it when u dun reply back mayb its time to let go. mayb its not. was thinking loads bout e past in e bus. suddenly felt so guilty. u noe.like hurting u tad bad. if tad song wasnt composed..